Steven Edward Cross

YOUR BEAUTIFUL SON

Broken Heart That Speaks



I feel more depressed
Each day when I awake
I wish to god you could tell me
There has been a big mistake.

My darling son was taken
From his mothers love
To live with the angels
In heaven up above

I did not have him with me
For the time I should have had
No longer can I hold him
Which makes me very sad?

The pain of losing my son
Shows in every single tear
I spend each day missing you
Longing to have you near

Life for me is lonely now
Without you by my side
My Broken shattered heart
Is very hard to hide

People tell me that time is a healer
That the pain will go away
They don’t understand
That this pain is here to stay

For when you lose a child
There is nothing that can compare
The bond we had at their birth
Will never leave, it’s always there

The love a mother has
Runs so very deep
That love is so special
It’s in her heart to keep

A mother’s heart is broken
She is ripped apart inside
There is a part of her missing
It left when her child died

So please don’t tell me to get over it
For this I can not do
Unless you understand my feelings
And this has happened to you

Only another mother who has lost a child
Can understand my pain
Because the also suffer daily
As the memories of their child remain

We are a band of mothers
Whose hearts will never heal?
For the loss of our children
Is for us, so very real.

Linda And Steve Davies September 7, 2008

memories of you

my son ryan has just reminded me of when you used to come to our house when you were going fishing and borrow his sisters white raleigh shopper bike (complete with basket) to go fishing on and the memory of you cycling of down the road with all your fishing gear tied to the back, has made us fall about laughing ,that was in your pre angie days ,you always brought it back complete with flat tyre ,louise would go mad but she would always lend it to you again ,because it was you crossy ,all three of them loved you and loved it when you came to the house to see them ,sometime you would take kieron my oldest son fishing and now as an adult with kids of his own he still goes , we all remember you with love and happiness .......when you didnt come around it was wheres crossy? whats wrong with crossy? is crossy ok ? i was shocked to hear of your death i wish you had come to us i knew she never liked you checking up on us after albert died even though you were just being a friend like you always was... you are at peace now crossy xx

Colleen Marriott (Friend) September 5, 2008

congrats steve x

you a grandad!!! when i first met you ,you had blonde hair one day green hair the next but a golden heart every day now you are at peace away from the cause of your pain and you and albert can watch over your grandchildren together had he been alive when you got married he would have been the one at the back of the church stopping the wedding ,giving you a clip round the ear and saying something unprintable ,so you two look after each other and behave xxxx

Colleen Marriott (Friend) September 5, 2008

hello

hiya steven,just wanted to stop by and say hello,dont you think its weird as its something i never did when you were here.I wonder sometimes if we had have known eachother,would you have been my big brother who looked out for me and protected me,i bet you would have.I can remember that bird you got me to look after,it was so funny.It was always swearing at me and when you came to visit he knew who you were cos it swore at you,my kids thought it was brill!That is the only memory i have really of you and im sorry that it couldnt have been more.Look over mum and julie for me as i love them loads as you do,lots of love andrea xx

Andrea Waugh (Sister) September 5, 2008

WE MISS YOU

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Linda And Steve Davies September 5, 2008

i like to believe steven has found a small way to come back to you xxxxx andrea

Andrea Goodall September 3, 2008

LETTER FROM HEAVEN

To my dearest family, some things I'd like to say...

but first of all, to let you know, that I arrived okay.

I'm writing this from heaven. Here I dwell with God above.

Here, there's no more tears of sadness; here is just eternal love.

Please do not be unhappy just because I'm out of sight.

Remember that I'm with you every morning, noon and night.

That day I had to leave you when my life on earth was through,

God picked me up and hugged me and He said, "I welcome you."

It's good to have you back again; you were missed while you were gone.

As for your dearest family, they'll be here later on.

I need you here badly; you're part of my plan.

There's so much that we have to do, to help our mortal man."

God gave me a list of things, that he wished for me to do.

And foremost on the list, was to watch and care for you.

And when you lie in bed at night, the day's chores put to flight.

God and I are closest to you....in the middle of the night.

When you think of my life on earth, and all those loving years

because you are only human, they are bound to bring you tears.

But do not be afraid to cry; it does relieve the pain.

Remember there would be no flowers, unless there was some rain.

I wish that I could tell you all that God has planned.

But if I were to tell you, you wouldn't understand.

But one thing is for certain, though my life on earth is over.

I'm closer to you now, than I ever was before.

There are many rocky roads ahead of you and many hills to climb;

but together we can do it by taking one day at a time.

It was always my philosophy and I'd like it for you too...

that as you give unto the world, the world will give to you.

If you can help somebody who's in sorrow and pain,

then you can say to God at night......"My day was not in vain."

And now I am contented....that my life has been worthwhile,

knowing as I passed along the way, I made somebody smile.

So if you meet somebody who is sad and feeling low,

just lend a hand to pick him up, as on your way you go.

When you're walking down the street, and you've got me on your mind;

I'm walking in your footsteps only half a step behind.

And when it's time for you to go.... from that body to be free,

remember you're not going.....you're coming here to me.

xxxx

Linda And Steve Davies September 3, 2008

LETTER FROM HEAVEN

To my dearest family, some things I'd like to say...

but first of all, to let you know, that I arrived okay.

I'm writing this from heaven. Here I dwell with God above.

Here, there's no more tears of sadness; here is just eternal love.

Please do not be unhappy just because I'm out of sight.

Remember that I'm with you every morning, noon and night.

That day I had to leave you when my life on earth was through,

God picked me up and hugged me and He said, "I welcome you."

It's good to have you back again; you were missed while you were gone.

As for your dearest family, they'll be here later on.

I need you here badly; you're part of my plan.

There's so much that we have to do, to help our mortal man."

God gave me a list of things, that he wished for me to do.

And foremost on the list, was to watch and care for you.

And when you lie in bed at night, the day's chores put to flight.

God and I are closest to you....in the middle of the night.

When you think of my life on earth, and all those loving years

because you are only human, they are bound to bring you tears.

But do not be afraid to cry; it does relieve the pain.

Remember there would be no flowers, unless there was some rain.

I wish that I could tell you all that God has planned.

But if I were to tell you, you wouldn't understand.

But one thing is for certain, though my life on earth is over.

I'm closer to you now, than I ever was before.

There are many rocky roads ahead of you and many hills to climb;

but together we can do it by taking one day at a time.

It was always my philosophy and I'd like it for you too...

that as you give unto the world, the world will give to you.

If you can help somebody who's in sorrow and pain,

then you can say to God at night......"My day was not in vain."

And now I am contented....that my life has been worthwhile,

knowing as I passed along the way, I made somebody smile.

So if you meet somebody who is sad and feeling low,

just lend a hand to pick him up, as on your way you go.

When you're walking down the street, and you've got me on your mind;

I'm walking in your footsteps only half a step behind.

And when it's time for you to go.... from that body to be free,

remember you're not going.....you're coming here to me.

xxxx

Linda And Steve Davies September 3, 2008

PENNIES FROM HEAVEN

Found a penny today
Laying on the ground
But it's not just a penny
This little coin I found.

Pennies come from heaven
That's what my Nan told me
She said angels tossed them down
Oh, how I loved this story.

She said that when an angel misses you
They toss a penny down
Sometimes just to cheer you up
To make a smile out of a frown.

So don't pass by that penny
When you're feeling blue
It may be a penny from heaven
That Steven has tossed to you.

Lin September 2, 2008

forever burning for you ste x

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Julie Rowley (Sister) September 2, 2008